CLOTHES IN THE AIR

Katsuma? Kikuchi? yea. Wanna know? FUCKING READ IT!

yap. seperti yang orang-orang tahu, gue adalah seorang cewek yang bisa membuat cowok kesal sampai membenci gue. 

bagi kebanyakan orang, bulan desember adalah bulan penuh kasih sayang. gue setuju. tapi, desember 2015 gue tidak sebegitu indah seperti yang biasa gue rasakan. tahun kemarin, gue mengalami masalah tolol yang besar dalam hidup gue. gue suka sama seorang cowok yang akhirnya membenci gue. memang kok, memang terdengar sangat bodoh, tapi itulah yang terjadi. sangat bodoh.

cewek mana sih yang mau bikin cowok yang dia suka malah jadi benci sama dia? MANA ADA??????????????????????????????????????? ada.
SIAPA? gue.
gue bego banget deh pokoknya. yang ada lo emosi kalo denger apa yg gue lakukan.
yap. 2 hari sebelum natal.
2 hari adalah waktu yang cukup dekat untuk membuat orang yang lo sayang menjadi semakin suka sama lo, bukannya malah membenci lo. dan, dia jadi benci sama gue semanjak hari itu. oke. mungkin sebaiknya gue memulai cerita ini dari awal.




Katsuma;

Katsuma Kikuchi.


nama yang baru saja gue sebutkan, adalah nama dari seorang laki-laki yang lahir pada tanggal 17 juli 1995 dari sebuah keluarga harmonis yang memiliki seorang ayah yang berprofesi sebagai dokter dan seorang ibu yang berprofesi sebagai seorang suster. ayah dan ibu ini telah memiliki buah hati, sebagai anak pertamanya, juuga seorang anak laki-laki yang sekarang sedang menjalani sudi untuk mengejar cita-citanya menjadi seperti sang ayah yaitu seorang dokter.

(balik ke topik nama tadi)

anak laki-laki ini lahir dan tumbuh menjadi anak yang riang dan penuh kasih sayang dari kedua orang tuanya, seimbang dengan kasih sayang yang diterima oleh kakaknya. mereka berdua adalah anak yang tergolong pintar. mereka berdua lahir dari kedua orang tua yang cukup berpendidikan, tidak heran jika kakak beradik ini juga memiliki otak yang cerdas. Katsuma dan kakaknya adalah 2 anak laki-laki yang selalu menjadi kebanggaan kedua orang tua mereka. semanjak mereka masuk di bangku SD, mereka telah didaftarkan untuk masuk ke tempat les supaya mereka bisa terus melatih dan mengasah otak mereka.
seperti biasa, orang tua hanya menginginkan yang terbaik untuk anak mereka, dan orang tua dari Katsuma menginginkan Katsuma dan kakaknya menjadi dokter atau setidaknya bekerja di bidang kedokteran sama seperti kedua orang tua mereka. ini semua wajar. hal yang wajar.


-lanjut part 2

saat dia minta putus..

ada saatnya dimana kamu harus putus dari seseorang yang kamu cintai.
dia bilang, dia ngga ngertiin kamu
dia bilang kalau dia egois
dia bilang kalau dia nggak pantas untuk dia
dia bilang kalau kamu bisa cari yang lebih baik

tapi aku tau
kamu sedih
kamu nggak sekuat itu
aku tau kalau kamu butuh dia. aku tau kalau kamu kesepian tanpa dia

tapi,
semua ada saatnya
semua ada waktunya
kamu nggak bisa maksa semua keinginan kamu
kamu juga harus ngerti kalau dia mau pergi
kamu harus tau kalau dia mau dilepas
kamu harus ngerti kalau dia merasa lelah sama kamu

dia nggak sehebat yang kamu kira
semakin kamu bertanya, semakin dia akan lelah sama kamu
semakin dia ingin pergi dari kamu
dia udah nggak kuat karena dia ingin pergi

dia akan memberikan seribu alasan kenapa kalian harus putus
dan kamu akan memberikan seribu alasan mengapa kalian nggak harus putus
ini semua yang sebenernnya harus kamu sadari.
kalian berdua nggak cocok karena kalian memang nggak cocok

sometimes, you just have to admit that it is over

nggak semua hal bisa berjalan dengan mulus

kalau dia nggak akan berusaha lagi, kenapa kamu masih ingin membanting harga dirimu untuk dia?

Questions

1.Kissed a girl? 
2.Kissed a boy? 
3.Had sex in public? 
4.What’s your religion? 
5.What does your URL mean? 
6.Reason you joined tumblr? 
7.Do you have any nicknames? 
8.Do you like bubble bath? 
9.Kissed in the rain? 
10.Dyed your hair? 
11.Soup or salad? 
12.Vegetable or meat? 
13.Go out drinking? 
14.Smoke cigarettes? 
15.Smoke weed? 
16.Do any hard drugs? 
17.Have you had sex today? 
18.Have you ever fallen asleep in someones arms? 
19.The relationship between you and the person you last texted? 
20.Has anyone ever told you you have pretty eyes? 
21.Skipped doing homework to play a video game? 
22.Tried to commit suicide? 
23.The last time you felt broken? 
24.Had to lie to EVERYONE about how you felt? 
25.Do you have a Boyfriend/Girlfriend? 
26.Do you have Long hair OR short hair? 
27.First thing you notice to a guy/girl? 
28.Do you sing in the shower? 
29.Do you dance in the car? 
30.Where were you yesterday? 
31.Ever used a bow and arrow? 
32.Last time you got a portrait taken by a photographer? 
33.Do you think musicals are cheesy? 
34.Is Christmas stressful? 
35.Favorite type of fruit pie? 
36.Occupations you wanted to be when you were a kid? 
37.Do you believe in ghosts? 
38.Ever have a Deja-vu feeling? 
39.Take a vitamin daily? 
40.Wear slippers? 
41.Wear a bath robe? 
42.What do you wear to bed? 
43.Do you want to get married? 
44.Can you curl your tongue? 
Relationship preference: 
45.How many relationships have you had? 
46.How can I win your heart? 
47.what makes a great relationship? 
48.Shy OR open? 
50.Religious OR non-religious? 
51.Caring OR non-restricting of you? 
52.Straight edge OR non-straight edge? 
53.Piercings OR no piercings? 
54.Tattoos OR no tattoos? 
55.Quiet stay-at-home type OR party type?

It Was Always You

I opened one page of

The new book i just bought 

The front cover was blue

The back was black

And that was your favorite color 

I opened page one and it says

Things change and you have to deal with it

I suddenly felt lost

Nope it was not your fault 

It was mine

Because i lied

I lied to everyone 

And myself 

Found myself 

Crying over little things 

That reminds me of

The things we used to do

You were the one 

Who can make me happy 

And i was wrong for "were"

You are the one

You have always been the same 

And i want you

All of you

From A to Z

I want you 

No exceptions 

Only you

I Met Him Today

I met him this afternoon 

The person i used to date 2 months ago

I saw him changed 

His hairstyle 

His hair colour 

The way he walk

The way he stare

He was...

Today was different 

I was actually looking for him since morning 

Then I accidentally met him in the hall

He was..

Gosh, he was different 

He looks brighter than before 

Never thought of that before 

When suddenly he looked at me and said "hey" with a bright smile 

I said, "hey" we walked then when i turn back, i saw him still looking at me while walking 

Today, was, different.

He is different 

I also changed 

My hairstyle 

My hair colour 

Yeah we did change

But when our eyes met, i felt like i saw a new person, we changed into something good..

We did.

#miracleofspring

How we actually met.

we met in the early of April 2014. it was a hot night during spring. i was there playing with my cousins and sister in the largest and 

most famous park in Jogjakarta, Indonesia. i was there playing around with them with a light inside my heart. i never thought i could 

experienced a sweet day like that. 3 hour before that, i went to  zoo to accompanied my little cousins to see the animals. it was 

pretty boring until i got a text from my best friend, Ray. he text me and asked me where i was. i told him i was in the zoo and i 

needed to escape. he told me to meet him in the park at night and he asked me if it was okay if he brings a friend with him. then i told 

him it was okay.

 as the time went by, i text him where he was and he didn't answer me. i waited and i played with my cousins and 

sister. it was a really fine night with a warm weather touching my skin perfectly. i wore a black flowered crop top and a knee length 

flare skirt. i also brought my medium size brown bag that i bought the day before. in that park there were two big trees standing 

facing each other and there was a gap between them. 

old story says if you could walk through that gap, you can wish on anything 

and it will become true. my cousin used a red scarf to blindfolded me so that i could begin that journey. my cousin turn me around 

and around so that i had to find the right direction to walk through the trees. i walked 3 three times and i ended up standing far 

away from the trees. last one, i tried and i walked bravely. then i reached the other side of the tree. i was too happy then i jumped 

around. i heard a laugh then i turned myself around and i was my best friend, Ray. he was there looking at me and laughed. i ran into 

him and hugged him tightly. he introduced me to a guy named Teddy. he said his name was Teddy and i said my name was Mel. it was 

the day i met him. 

*

it was only the beginning. the beginning of a very complicated love. it's just the beginning. it is an interesting story to read and you 

will want to know what happened between them after they met. you will be curious enough to ask me the next step of this story. 

you will be.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lp-EO5I60KA