HI!

Hi guys! im feelin too bad ryt now.. im kinda miss my ex. oh God! why do i keep missing him? why do i keep wishing that i'll find someone like him? why can't i just forget him? it's been 4 months after he left me alone. my friends make me feelin better, but i still miss him. i miss him a lot! if i hv to choose between hving my story wif him forever or get a new guy, yeah! i rather choose get a new guy. but.. why am i hvn't get a guy yet? OH MAN! i need someone to say 'hai babyboo, loveya!' i need someoneeee! i want a guy who i love, not just i like. i really do want the best one. im sick of waiting. im sick of crying. im sick of wishing. and im done here. i just wanna get some fun out there with my friends and of cousre my new guy...whoever it is. my friends keep telling me that i hv to forget my ex, but...yeah... i wouldn't. i won't forget him yet...... i just wanna be happy... wif him, or wifout him..

yap.. checkitout! i never told him..

hey friends! long time no talk yaaah hahahah
im back! stelleee's heree:D gue pengen cerita apa yaaaa. oke mulai dari cerita gue tentang mr.X6 itu. gue suka sama dia. entah kenapa. dia sms gue tanggal 25 oktober kemaren sampe 2 minggu kemudian. gue suka sama dia. dan saat gue bisa bikinin lagu buat seseorang dan gue bisa mikriin dia setiap saat, itu tandanya gue sayang sama dia. gue sendiri ga ngerti kenapa ini semua bisa terjadi. yang jelas, dia selalu ada dipikiran gue. gimana ya kayak orang yang banyak utang itu mikirin utangnya terus HAHAHA yah kurang lebih, dia itu kayak......................SOMETHING buat gueeeeee:p huehhehehe. eh ya! si dia gak suka sama gue dan dia bilang ke sobat cowonya. *sebelom gue tau* anggep aja temen cewe gue namanya "Belly" si Belly ini kan pake bb, suatu siang gue pulang bareng sama Belly sama cowonya terus gue bbm Mr.PHP pake hapenya Belly.... 
"EH! lu ga demen bgt ya sm temen gue? ngomong aj.."
"Kgk"
ANJIIIIIIRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! pas gue baca balesan bbm dari Mr.PHP, gue langsung menitihkan air mata.......uwouwo bgt yaaahh:3 nah gitulah  pas gue tau kalo ternyata dia gak suka sama gue. gue langsung nyesek bangeeeeetttt. tapi hari ini, gue kan ketemu sama temen gue si Belly ini di kelasnya. kita mau duduk di kantin. Mr.PHP senyum sama gue terus ngikutin kita duduk di kantin. gue bawa netbook, jadi gue foto2 gitu kan........eh dia ikutan:p HAHAHHAHAHAHA 
21.11.2011 :3 *BESTDAYEVER*


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Melania Stella (@stelloow)

hey guys. long time no talk! hahaha miss u alot!

i hv something to say.. 

i like someone at X6 class. he is agood guy. but he is really-really passive. he has a cute smile and i love the way he smiling at me and look at me in the eyes. he makes me feel like im the only girl at the moment. hahahaha next post guys;)

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Melania Stella.(@stelloow)

pe-ra-sa-an.

hey! Hari ini ada pelajaran agama, and Mr.Bob tells me that im too much using feelin for handle my day. it's too bad. but i feel like this is me. im using feelin cause i know that if i dont use it, i'll lose my mind. yeaaaah dont know what to do now, so what should i do? errr.. OKAY! im tryin to not using feelin too much. but, what am i goin to do?! i dont know. and u know what?!?!?!? yesterday erick just told me that he doesnt like the new me. hmmm okaaaaay. and i dont want to sharing my sotry wif anybodyelse cause i know it's too dangerous. nyemnyemnyem. this is for today. thoodaaa!

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Melania Stella (@stelloow)

kira-kira ada kesempatan kedua ga sih? sometimes i miss my ex. don't know why. am i love him? err aku gatau. aku bingung. bantuin aku:( i feel like i'm the only girl who needs love rite now. aku gatau kenapa mesti begini. yang jelas sekarang yang aku pikirin itu cuman dia. cuman dia. cuman dia. aku pengen nulis namanya tapi gak mungkin lah ya. i dont wanna lose my chance to make my dreams come true..

#nowplaying when you love someone -endahnrhesa.  

hey guys! guess who......
yap. here i am. Melania Stella is back!
i know that u all missing me:') hahahaha i miss u too.
err i need someone to make me feel better. i want to tell somebody that i need him and he's mine. help me. i still remembered 2 months ago. my ex........ he hold me when i'm cry. he cheer me pu when i'm sad, and he company me when i need a friend. i just can't let my feelings go. i still miss him. but now he has a new gf. yaaaaah that's fine. i'll make everything's goin back like the old times. i need someone:)

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Melania Stella (@stelloow)

haiaiaiaiaiai!
hari ini aku manjain dirikuuuu:3 facial tadi siang hahahha. bosen parah coy. hari senen besok udah uts. yaudah deh hari ini mesti belajar yang rajiiiiiiiiin. eh eh eh eh. aku tadi kan sempet buka twitternya mantan, terus aku biasa ajaa:) dan sekarang aku gatau kenapa berasa gamau punya pacar. aku seneng sendirian. tapi ya aku berdoa sama Tuhan Yesus supaya aku tetep deket sama jodoh aku itu. entah kapan, entah siapa, dia pasti orang yang selalu bikin aku nyaman. aku pengen deh mimpi kayak biasanya lagi. kayak waktu aku dulu sama markus. dia selalu main dimimpi aku.  \
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