HI!

Hi guys! im feelin too bad ryt now.. im kinda miss my ex. oh God! why do i keep missing him? why do i keep wishing that i'll find someone like him? why can't i just forget him? it's been 4 months after he left me alone. my friends make me feelin better, but i still miss him. i miss him a lot! if i hv to choose between hving my story wif him forever or get a new guy, yeah! i rather choose get a new guy. but.. why am i hvn't get a guy yet? OH MAN! i need someone to say 'hai babyboo, loveya!' i need someoneeee! i want a guy who i love, not just i like. i really do want the best one. im sick of waiting. im sick of crying. im sick of wishing. and im done here. i just wanna get some fun out there with my friends and of cousre my new guy...whoever it is. my friends keep telling me that i hv to forget my ex, but...yeah... i wouldn't. i won't forget him yet...... i just wanna be happy... wif him, or wifout him..

yap.. checkitout! i never told him..

hey friends! long time no talk yaaah hahahah
im back! stelleee's heree:D gue pengen cerita apa yaaaa. oke mulai dari cerita gue tentang mr.X6 itu. gue suka sama dia. entah kenapa. dia sms gue tanggal 25 oktober kemaren sampe 2 minggu kemudian. gue suka sama dia. dan saat gue bisa bikinin lagu buat seseorang dan gue bisa mikriin dia setiap saat, itu tandanya gue sayang sama dia. gue sendiri ga ngerti kenapa ini semua bisa terjadi. yang jelas, dia selalu ada dipikiran gue. gimana ya kayak orang yang banyak utang itu mikirin utangnya terus HAHAHA yah kurang lebih, dia itu kayak......................SOMETHING buat gueeeeee:p huehhehehe. eh ya! si dia gak suka sama gue dan dia bilang ke sobat cowonya. *sebelom gue tau* anggep aja temen cewe gue namanya "Belly" si Belly ini kan pake bb, suatu siang gue pulang bareng sama Belly sama cowonya terus gue bbm Mr.PHP pake hapenya Belly.... 
"EH! lu ga demen bgt ya sm temen gue? ngomong aj.."
"Kgk"
ANJIIIIIIRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! pas gue baca balesan bbm dari Mr.PHP, gue langsung menitihkan air mata.......uwouwo bgt yaaahh:3 nah gitulah  pas gue tau kalo ternyata dia gak suka sama gue. gue langsung nyesek bangeeeeetttt. tapi hari ini, gue kan ketemu sama temen gue si Belly ini di kelasnya. kita mau duduk di kantin. Mr.PHP senyum sama gue terus ngikutin kita duduk di kantin. gue bawa netbook, jadi gue foto2 gitu kan........eh dia ikutan:p HAHAHHAHAHAHA 
21.11.2011 :3 *BESTDAYEVER*


SIGN,
Melania Stella (@stelloow)

hey guys. long time no talk! hahaha miss u alot!

i hv something to say.. 

i like someone at X6 class. he is agood guy. but he is really-really passive. he has a cute smile and i love the way he smiling at me and look at me in the eyes. he makes me feel like im the only girl at the moment. hahahaha next post guys;)

SIGN,

Melania Stella.(@stelloow)

pe-ra-sa-an.

hey! Hari ini ada pelajaran agama, and Mr.Bob tells me that im too much using feelin for handle my day. it's too bad. but i feel like this is me. im using feelin cause i know that if i dont use it, i'll lose my mind. yeaaaah dont know what to do now, so what should i do? errr.. OKAY! im tryin to not using feelin too much. but, what am i goin to do?! i dont know. and u know what?!?!?!? yesterday erick just told me that he doesnt like the new me. hmmm okaaaaay. and i dont want to sharing my sotry wif anybodyelse cause i know it's too dangerous. nyemnyemnyem. this is for today. thoodaaa!

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Melania Stella (@stelloow)

kira-kira ada kesempatan kedua ga sih? sometimes i miss my ex. don't know why. am i love him? err aku gatau. aku bingung. bantuin aku:( i feel like i'm the only girl who needs love rite now. aku gatau kenapa mesti begini. yang jelas sekarang yang aku pikirin itu cuman dia. cuman dia. cuman dia. aku pengen nulis namanya tapi gak mungkin lah ya. i dont wanna lose my chance to make my dreams come true..

#nowplaying when you love someone -endahnrhesa.  

hey guys! guess who......
yap. here i am. Melania Stella is back!
i know that u all missing me:') hahahaha i miss u too.
err i need someone to make me feel better. i want to tell somebody that i need him and he's mine. help me. i still remembered 2 months ago. my ex........ he hold me when i'm cry. he cheer me pu when i'm sad, and he company me when i need a friend. i just can't let my feelings go. i still miss him. but now he has a new gf. yaaaaah that's fine. i'll make everything's goin back like the old times. i need someone:)

SIGN,
Melania Stella (@stelloow)

haiaiaiaiaiai!
hari ini aku manjain dirikuuuu:3 facial tadi siang hahahha. bosen parah coy. hari senen besok udah uts. yaudah deh hari ini mesti belajar yang rajiiiiiiiiin. eh eh eh eh. aku tadi kan sempet buka twitternya mantan, terus aku biasa ajaa:) dan sekarang aku gatau kenapa berasa gamau punya pacar. aku seneng sendirian. tapi ya aku berdoa sama Tuhan Yesus supaya aku tetep deket sama jodoh aku itu. entah kapan, entah siapa, dia pasti orang yang selalu bikin aku nyaman. aku pengen deh mimpi kayak biasanya lagi. kayak waktu aku dulu sama markus. dia selalu main dimimpi aku.  \
NEXT POST YA:D

Hai fwienddds!:)

udah berapa hari ya aku ga curhat? hmm let's see......TENOTTT!!!! aku lupa. hehehehe it's not a big deal. aku mau ceritaaaaaaaaaaa. aku suka sama seseorang. aku suka sama dia udah lama sih, kita 1 sekolah. dia lucu, gokil gituuu. tapi aku tau kalo dia suka sama temen se-gengnya. aku deket kok sama dia. sering smsan jugaaaa. tapi ya gitu...selalu aja aku yang sms duluan:( katanya Pak Bob "sekarang udah ga kayak dulu lagi, cewe boleh kok nembak cowok" NAH! *JRENGJENGJENGGGG* aku jadi kepikiran teruuus. yah semoga aja sih dia sadar kalo aku suka sama dia. hmmm.........................gimana ya cara ngasih taunya. aku sering banget liat dia galau. aku pengen banget bisa deket sama dia. kita kenal sejak sd. tapi aku suka sama dia pas aku smp. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!! gimana donggg?(: give me an adviceeeee:* thanks!

.shuffle.random.

kenapa judulnya shuffle?random? gatau juga. oke langsung to the point. i feel like.........i hv a girlfriend but she's pretending like she likes me, but i know she's not. pertama gue kenal sama dia, gue rasa dia cewe yang baik, seru, gokil, kocak. ternyata? SHE TELLS SOMEONE THAT SHE DOESN'T LIKE ME! gila gak sih?! jadi selama ini she is just pretending to be a good girl. err she is a jerk! everybody says ''clam down stel....." gue gak bisa gitu terus juga kali. capek. hem, okay. stop it. gue mau dia jadi temen yang baik. bukan jadi manusia introvert yang ternyata pura-pura suka jadi temen gue. gue mau ngomong sama dia kalo sikapnya ini ga bagus. tapi gimana caranyaaaaaaaaaaaaa?!?!?!?!???!?!?!?!! aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa jadi bingung kan gue mesti gimana lakuin ini semua. gue gamau pura-pura. gue gamau nutupin apapun dari temen baik gue. tapi dia begini. a-s-t-a-g-a.

sincerely, my heart.

:)

hey guys. it's over. me and chaska is over, now:) im all alone. and now im tryin to open my self for others. hmmm.. i like somebody his name is awe but i know that'syin to not all. he's a good guy. he has a swee smile and sweet smile come from his eyes. i love it so much. but idk why, when i ask him about something he won't answer. but when he ask me somethin, i am answering. err somethin bad happens. he won't love me. im not his type. and now, im tryin to be his dream girl.. but i know i can't. im done here. i will tryin to be my self again. and will never ever cry again. i'll always happy, smile and laughing every single second of my life.

C-H-A-S-K-A

HAI!

hai kawaaan. kemaren malem gue otp sebelom tidur gitu sama si pacaaar. nenangin hati bangeeet deh ya hahaha. terus mimpi gituu. gue mimpi 1 sekolah sama dia. kemana-mana barengan sama dia terus. haduh ngarep parah.

coy, gue sayang banget sama chaska. gamau banget kehilangan chaska. entah kenapa ya gue berasa dalem gitu sayangnya sama dia. gamau pisaaah. doain kita langgeng yaaaa:)

jujur aja ya, gue biasanya paling gampang mutusin cowo. tapi gatau kenapa pas pacaran sama chaska itu bawaannya gamau jauh-jauh dari dia. gue sayang banget rasanya sama dia. sampe-sampe temen gue pada bilang "stel, lo sama chaska udah kayak cinta sejati aja deh ya. hhahaha sampe mempertahankan hubungan gituu" YOI! gue sendiri ga nyangka kenapa gue bisa sampe gini. gue sayang bangeeeet sama chaska.

GUE SAYAAANG BANGET!  entah gimanaa cara ngungkapinnya. pokoknya kalo sama dia itu berasa nyaman bangettt:') I LOVE CHASKAAAA SO MUCH!:*

BLAH!

HAI!
guys, lo taulah siapa pacar tersayang gue. hahaha! gue sama dia udah 1 bulan 2 minggu 6 hari. yoi. gue sayaaaang banget sama dia hehe doain langgeng yaaa.

kali ini gue punya tantangan harus ldr sama dia. jujur gue anaknya gakuat. tapi gue harus belajar untuk bisa. masalahnya gue sayang parah sama dia. sayangnya banget nget nget nget. hahahhaha. apalagi sekarang dia sekolahnya di daerah selatan. sedangkan gue di daerah utara. BUSET! hahaha udah ga ketemu hampir sebulan. sedih sih. tapi yaudah deh.pokoknya gue punya komitmen sama dia dan gue sayang banget sama dia:) ILYSMC!<3 langgeng sama stella ya!:)

Senior high school girl!(:

HALOOOOOOOH!!!! I'm a senior high school girl(:

happy parah bisa masuk St. James Senior High School. Dan sekarang gue udah nemuin banyak sobat baru. saskia, livi, ryan, maya, maje, cindy, esther, jewe, richad, andre, awe, stani, miche, lucius, AH!..  pokoknya banyaaak deh hahahaha. mereka seru-seru bangeeettt. ada esther yang lemot kayak gue, ada maje yang selalu bikin ngakak, ada juga cowo lebay yang paling heboh si ryan! kalo cowo yang jago main gitar dan unyu itu awe hahahaha semuanya punya kekunikan masing-masing. pokoknya HAVE FUN BANGEEEEEET:):)

HIGHSCHOOL.

Halo kawan. kita berjumpa lagi deeeeh. HAHAHA
yap. akhirnya gue lulus kawan!:) gue lulus dari kelas 9 Tarakanita 4 Juniorhigh. hahaha nem gue 31,35. gapapa lah ya, lagian katanya si cupcake, itu udah bagus kok:p hahaha gue seneng deh ini, cupcake makin sayaaaang:) sudah 90% coy. bentar lagi, gue makin yakin kalo dia sayang banget sama gue hahaha
lo-gue-jadi. HAHAHA

irish girl~~

ashooy. ini lagu keren abis!

TTATW IRISH GIRL! :)

enjoeeeey:*

him:)

heheeey friends:)
now i wanna tell you about my story hahaha
C:) okaay. this is the initial of an amazing boy! gue deket sama dia karena di tempat les itu dia bik banget sama gue. gue sayang sama diaaa hehe tapi gue gamau kalo bertepuk sebelah tangan. sakit banget rasanya men! hmm gue gatau kenapa bisa sayang sama dia. kalo menurut gue, gue bisa sayang sama die yah karena itu dia:) dia terima gue apa adanya. dia bisa jadi sobat, temen, kawan, kakak, adek, cowo gueeee. pokoknya dia beda deh dari cowo lain. dia ............................. ya dia:)

S+C

love quotes that i loveee.

• Anyone can be passionate, but it takes real lovers to be silly.
• You don't love a woman because she is beautiful, but she is beautiful because you love her
• Sometimes the heart sees what is invisible to the eye
• As we grow older together, As we continue to change with age, There is one thing that will never change. . . I will always keep falling in love with you.

i love the way you say my name. i love the way you smiling at me, but? do you love me with the same way?:*

i wish we're in the same way.

lose my mind

hellyeaaah friends.
wanna tell you bout my story nih. HEHE
"i wish that i could find someone who can makes me falling in love everyday" dari dulu, gue cuman mau itu. dan ternyata sekarang gue diberi jalan sama Tuhan. punya sobat yang baik. he's adorable. he's cute. he's amazing. he's kind. he's full of smile. i like him. dia yang udah membuat gue jatuh cinta tiap hari. tapi yang gue takut, dia cuman php. gue kapok sama yang namanya php. udah gakuat deh. bisa nangis terus gue. haha terkadang gue berfikir, gimana ya kalo dia ninggalin gue tiba-tiba?:( FORGET IT STEL! :D:D i wanna have some smileee:*

i'm mr.C's

friendship and fuckship

tau ivtha kan? sakit weeeey dia ngatain gue luar dalem. ini kalo bisa gue ngatain dia pasti gue katain. tapi gue masih punya perasaan yeaaaa. ergh

val's day without you :>

when you say you hate me, for me it doesn't mean anything :< 14 February 2011 - Mr. Cookies.

Valentines day.

Valentine's day doesn't mean that "i have new boyfriend or girlfriend" but it means i can say i love you :)

 i like you Mr. Dragon :)