Her Best Friend, Oliver.

There was a girl named Melinda. She was in love with a boy named Oliver. Oliver was a tall handsome boy but he loves to do some flirts with girls. Melinda waited patiently for him. She always listened to every Oliver's story. She loves to talk to him even about another girl. She loves to be around Oliver.

Then Oliver had a girlfriend.. She was Melinda's friend. Melinda waited patiently, again. She smiled a lot, of course for Oliver. She wanted to make him happy.

Then Oliver broke up with that girl.

Again, Oliver hadn't realize how much Melinda felt.

Melinda waited patiently.

Until the graduation celebration, Melinda had to continue her education to high school, so do Oliver.

Oliver and Melinda still keep in touch.

Oliver started to realize how much Melinda felt. Then he fell in love with Melinda.

But when Oliver started his education to a different high school with Melinda, he keeps flirting with girls.

Melinda felt really jealous but she waited patiently.

After sometimes..

Oliver said this to Melinda, "Mel, if anything happen to me, one thing that you should remember, I love you, I really do love you. Even you're not my first love, but you're the first that I think about when I wake up, you're the first that I love this much, you're the first who makes me feel like this, and you're the ONLY ONE that I think about all day, all night. Maybe I'm not a nice boy, I've hurt you, I'm not taking care of your feeling, but one thing you should know, I really-really love you, and until whenever, I will always love you, and my love for you just keep growing more and more each secondssss. Love you mel ({}) gws yaa :D"

Then they admit they love each other.

Melinda loves Oliver so bad.

Same as Oliver lovers Melinda.

Another thing that Oliver said to Melinda..

"Love you mel. You're the one in my heart and you'll always be. You're the reason why I randomly smiling, the reason why I cried, the reason why I can't go to bed early, the reason why I got angry, the reason why I got worried, the reason why I can stop "modus-in" other girls.

I don't know what my life would be without you. I love you so muchh, and none could ever replace you in my heart <3 people say nobody's perfect,,,,,but you're perfect to me <3

LOVE YOU MELINDAAAAA!"

"It's just you, and you, and you again again and again who makes me fall in love more and more and more. Thank youuuu melindaaa ({})"

Melinda felt really happy. She was out of her control.

She couldn't resist it. She loves that boy so much.

Melinda wanted to make Oliver happy, and she did.

Melinda loves Oliver and Oliver loves Melinda.

"She had been waiting all alone for him. Even it was hurting herself, her own heart. She loved him too much. Then God set them to be together."

"Wait patiently for your love, then you'll get the love you've waited for so long."

Tell me why.

So, here I am. I'm done with you. I'm done with those "love life" like I'm the only one who need love. My heart says yes while everyone says no. I keep dreaming how my life would be with him.
I was so happy knowing that I could be around him. This is my last year in high school, so why can't I feel the happiness in high school like everyone says?
My heart breaks into pieces.
They told me not to when I really-really deep in love.
I cried.
For him.
I cried.
Yeah, I cried.
So what?
I love his attitude, his smile, how he walks, how fool he is.
I still can't believe how this things ever happened. Not about how I could fall in love, but how everyone not letting me love him.
So, why?
Tell me why.

Forever, I Promise.

I promise, not to make you sad.
I promise, to always be there for you.
I promise, to always care about you.
I promise, to love you.
Every second I have spent with you and I would like to spend another second with you. I'd stay no matter what. I'd love with no condition. I'd give everything I have. I'd give my life. I'd spend the rest of my life for being in love with you.
I would love you whether you are sick, down, has no where to go, and I will always be here for you. I would love everything you do. I would be so happy to spend the rest of my live with you.
I might be a jerk, I might be crazy, I might be insane, but unless I have a love that I'd give to you.
I am so crazy in love with you, yourself, your personality, and...... Your behave.
Let God set us together and let God lead us to the place we're belong.
I'd walk down the aisle with my dad and see you right there at the altar waiting for me.
I'd love you unconditionally, forever.

Dulu Aku Cinta.

"Aku sayang padamu."

Saat dulu kami masih bersama, kami selalu berbagi segalanya. Waktuku adalah miliknya. Aku mencintainya dengan sepenuh hatiku. Tanpa ada keraguan.

Siang yang terik ini menuntunku menuju sebuah danau di pinggiran kota london. Musim panas kali ini aku habiskan dengan mencari inspirasi untuk buku yang sedang kutulis. London adalah tempat kelahiranku.
Di ujung sebelah sana, terlihat seorang lelaki mengenakan kaus biru muda dan celana selutut melambai kearahku.
Akupun menuju kearahnya. Dan ia menyambutku dengan pelukan hangat.

Setelah kami berpisah..

Banyak pertengkaran yang kami hadapi. Hubungan memang tidak selalu berjalan sempurna, begitupun milikku. Ia memang sangat mempesona. Mata berwarna biru miliknya memang membuatku selalu tersentuh, tetapi cinta tidak semestinya memandang fisik, bukan?
Aku mencintainya tanpa alasan apapun. Hingga akhirnya ia membuatku sadar bahwa aku jatuh terlalu dalam.
Saat ia mengkhianatiku, aku merasa sangat tersakiti.

Aku menyiapkan meja makan untuk makan malam bersamanya. Aku memasak makanan kesukaannya, fish&chips.
Tapi ia tidak datang.
Aku sendirian.
Ia tak disini.
Ia taK ada denganku.

Ya, aku terlalu bodoh(lagi). Kukira ia akan benar-benar datang. Ternyata aku hanya di bodohi oleh perasaanku sendiri.

Aku masih berharap.
Tetapi ini harus di hentikan.
Selamat tinggal..

Forever, I'll stay.

Sejauh mata memandang, hanya butiran pasir yang terlihat. Hempasan angin laut membuat tubuhku goyah. Luasnya laut mengajakku untuk bermain bersama. Membuatku merasa tenang. Aku suka laut. Aku suka pantai. Aku suka berada di sini. Berselancar mengarungi ombak, menyelam melihat batu koral, membuatku bahagia.
Tapi itu dulu, sebelum aku kehilangannya.
Pantai tempatku merasakan hangatnya terik matahari bersama kekasih ku yang paling kucinta. Pantai ini menjadi tempat paling bersejarah yang ada dalam daftar hal yang aku cintai.
Dulu kami berselancar bersama. Ia yang mengajariku cara berselancar. Ia yang mengajariku menyelam (dulu aku sangat takut). Aku senang dengan semua itu. Aku senang saat Ia ada disana untukku. Aku senang saat Ia menemani keseharianku.
Tetapi sekarang berbeda.
Aku tidak lagi ditemani olehnya. Ada beberapa temanku yang menggantikan posisinya. Teman-temanku membuatku pelan-pelan menghadapi kesendirian ini.
Rasa kehilangan yang sangat dalam ini, mungkin suatu hari akan menjadi sebuah kenangan (bersejarah).
Sampai bertemu lagi, kasih.
Kau kenangan terindahku.