Our little talks - poem

I never get a chance to tell u how i feel
telling u my feelings
all of the smiles i've shown
With u as the reason
And each time looking at ur eyes
making me smile
all at once
singing in the corner of my room
All about u
alll about us and our memories
thinking for hours before sleep
imagining u and all little talks
all laughs we have shared
i feel good when im with u
i feel comfortable and warm
i feel happy
but then the reality slaps me in the face
seeing u joking with her
making me smiling in sadness
making me laughing in tears
i did not cry outside
I did not let my tears falls
but everytime she smiles at ur jokes
u give me a scratch in my heart